Today after finishing my errands I sat under running water and pondered. I timidly spoke, I wondered, ranted, rambled, asked, thanked, praised, and questioned.
and I softly sang.
I can't even conclude this topic even though I have a million and one thoughts/emotions sparkling beneath the facade. So much I want to say, but can't, don't know how; all I can do is keep it close to me and hold on to it.
Maybe someday I’ll find the words for it. Maybe someday I’d actually be able to string together a lucid sentence.
But I guess what I can say is this - for the first time in months, I feel lighter, happier, cheerier.
this is a strange, unfamiliar feeling of happiness.
But I could definitely get used to it :)